oldie but goodie

YUP ii, ii go for miine

ii gottsta shiine

NOW THROW YO HANDS UP iin the Sky-y !! GAWD ii hate T-Pain. Nothing moving or remarkable to say at the moment; just here cuz Matt said its the place to be ... we'll see about that soon enough ...

Enjoy my vocab ...

this is an old facebook entry from december since i cant think of anything fresh to type up here @ the moment ... its still relevant so why not ...

Thanks to everyone who wished me a happy birthday and/ or Thanksgiving last month. It was much appreciated.

With that said I've been wanting to write a note on here for the longest. I have so much to say but to put it all in words ... dilemma. The short version is I still work two jobs, haven't been recording, have a photoshoot coming up and am doing the Cuny thing Fall 2008. (Bkyln College, Hunter or City depending) I will be studying teacher education and music performance.

Ok. So that was the SUPER short version. What can I say =/

I feel like as I grow and mature the world gets shittier and shittier. Not a good feeling for an expecting mother. No matter how much I better myself and how well I raise my child[ren] if the law still prefers to detect and collect rather than protect and respect my constituants (brown skinned royalty like myself) or if the fuckin polar ice caps melt at 4 times the rate they did this year next year and the fuckin planet goes into another ice age brought on by some wild scientifically forseen/ human error induced shit Im gonna be REAL upset.

Even more upsetting is the realization that you can do nothing. Sure I'm registered to vote and I sign planned parenthood petitions online and I'm a peer mentor with strong beliefs in this and that but who the fuck cares ?? What can I change ?? All the shit I think is wrong with this world will stay wrong unless I get a gun liscence, round up an army and start killin shit. Deadass. but we hear all this shit about the jena 6 and the deteriorating atmosphere and the lessening of Earth's land mass and this ridiculously costly and un necessary WAR we're still in and the next day nobody cares.

ABSURD.

I'm gonna need the next couple of months to prove to me that this world is worth living in, or Amiya Johari and I are building 12 dozen underground caverns with her father to live in while all you fuckers die. lmao. nah.

DEADASS THOUGH.